I’m actually so fucking fat

I’m returning back to my old self again and I look disgusting I have too much fat in me 

I feel so fucking worthless and a huge waste of space my fucking god i just want to die 

how can I calm myself to sleep

shit my heart is literally racing 

I’m going out tonight and its 2:16 in the morning I’m having so much anxiety right now I can’t sleep omfg 

i was trying on the new bras i bought yesterday and my sister came in and looked at me and said “you need to go the gym”

 trigger trigger trigger fuck you